2016 Bucketlist

I wrote this at the end of last year. Re-read it today and it made me realize how nice it is to write things to your self and for yourself only. It felt that I read exactly what a great friend would tell me to make me feel better. Is that sad? Anyways, I decided to type it down and share it in a blog that belongs to the internet but only I read. I also realize most of the things I want to accomplish this year, are things I want to learn from people I love. 

(raw writing. I'm going for that writing style for the moment)**
**probably due to laziness. but maybe not.   


- Spend more time on other people but yourself. Not only paying attention and reciprocity after the fact, but also do little things that could make people smile. Learn that from Dominique.
- Become a better leader, wiser, with more vision. Inspire others and become an example, a human example, not putting so much pressure on you. Give space to people to challenge you. Trust people. Have patience and exceed it. Make people trust your judgement by working towards THE goal, not towards your own mission and vision. Learn that from Juan Maragall.
- Eat healthier. Don't let your mind succumb to your body. Exercise, take care of your skin. Be clean, organize, put together. Look like you want to be seen. Looking your best is part of your heritage from Venezuela.
- Be kinder, more understanding and attentive to your family and stop caring what others (with money) think of you. Love your momma, your dad, your brothers, gigue, Edgar (take care of them), your loving wonderful bf. Zack. Pamper in whatever way you can. Learn this from your brother Felix, and your dad. Because they love you so much and respect you and your thoughts. They all look up to you. Don't get greedy, don't think you are better than them. Heed their advice and experiences.

Amen jeje,

Dec 26, 2015

- Find and express your own voice. You have so many things to say, you have this ache for creativity that you are blocking for social anxiety. Liberate yourself from this absurd shame, concern. Use it to express your real self. Use your voice to say what's in your heart and become more of a leader.  Painting? Words? Music? Whatever it is, do it!!
- HEED YOUR PARENTS ADVICE. Listen to what they are telling you. Listen to their experiences, stories and opinions, stop competing with them. Learn, don't compete or simply battle for the sake of battling. Don't fight just to prove you are right. They have great things to say, and they love you and want to help you. Read the things your mom wants you to read. Respect their/his/her opinion. Let them be parents and trust them.
- Express your love not only to Zack. Be kind and thoughtful with your own family also!! Do little things to show your love, like giving them little gifts or calling them more often.
- Curate your content! Watch better movies, listen to what You are listening, find music and share it with friends. Develop your own taste! Stop worrying for what others fucking think.

Amen II, 

Dec 31, 2015